Ten years ago: I was still a little girl.
Five years ago: I was with Bryan, then Jay, then Clare.... let me rephrase-
Five years ago: I was an emotional whore.
One year ago: I was .still heartbroken over Shaun
Five yummy things:
Hershey S'mores mini candy bars
Rainy days spent in bed away from idiots
Liam Neeson
Rice A Roni
White Chocolate Lattes from Joltz n J
Five Songs I know by heart:
Taking Over - Chelsea Genzano
Not Ready To Make Nice - Dixie Chicks
Cruel To Be Kind - Letters to Cleo
Soul Suckers - Amos Lee
Fidelity - Regina Spektor
Five things I would do with a lot of money:
Pay off all school debt
Retire to the coast and write a book
Buy a whole new body
Visit Stratford on Avon
Pay to have my mother shipped to Ethiopia
Five Places I would escape to:
Dublin
New York
Venice
Switzerland
The Virgin Islands
Five Things I would never wear:
Hot pants
Cheap plastic shoes that aren't flip flops
Hammer Pants
PLUMBER JEANS with THONG STRAPS showing.
Anything Paris Hilton wore first.
Five favorite tv shows:
Law and Order SVU
Crossing Jordan
CSI
That 70’s Show
The Book of Daniel
Five things I enjoy doing:
Watching Faith, Hope, and Grace.
Shopping
Reading
Sprawling out on the riverbank listening to Amos Lee
Sleeping
Five Fave Toys:
Napster
PSP 8
Portable DVD Player
DVD Burner
Happy Bunny Plushe
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Queen of the MeMes :: 1oo Random Things Edition
1oo Random Things About Mio
1oo. I was born in February of 1985
o99. My mother never lets me forget she went through thirty-six hours of hellish labor.
o98. I never let her forget she made the next twenty years intolerable.
o97. I love anything Pink
o96. I love anything that sparkles
o95. I go spastic over things that are Pink AND Sparkle
o94. I will never be "thin" and people who are annoy me
o93. I validate myself through my grades
o92. I will never think I am as pretty, talented, or smart as my cousins
o91. I'm only happy when it rains. .
o9o. I like life complicated.
o89. I have been too hurt to ever try to fix anyone ever again
o88. While I have a group of close knit friends, the person I conceder to be my best friend lives on the other side of the country.
o87. I Blue Collar Comedy.
o86. I want to marry Kenneth Branagh.
o85. I'd settle for an intellectual marriage to a certain someone who shall remain nameless.
o84. I am an Indie Movie Snob.
o83. I have the attention span of a Nat unless its something I find terribly interesting,
o82. I fear being average.
o81. No matter what anyone says I still don't think I'm smart enough to get into Reed or Southern.
o8o. I hate Math.
o79. Science is equally evil.
o78. I am only on speaking terms with one of my exes- and its ironic because she's one of my closest friends.
o77. I didn't pass my driving test the first time.
o76. I hate being behind the wheel.
o75. I want to see the world before I'm too old to enjoy it.
o74. I love too hard.
o73. I expect too much.
o72. I live for jewelry in silver.
o71. I am shallow in a lot of ways.
o7o. I would give my soul for a pair of Manolos.
o69. I would give the soul of my first child if I could fit into "skinny jeans".
o68. I am not above making deals with the devil.
o67. I used to be an altruistic hippy.
o66. I take, on average, two showers a day.
o65. Most of my underwear is pink and/or lacey.
o63. I am a hopeless romantic.
o62. Who doesn't believe in love.
o61. I hate sunlight.
o6o. I am a total night person.
o59. I have a horrible temper
o58. I hold a long grudge.
o57. I still have all of my dollies.
o56. I would rather have coffee than food
o55. I don't like most red meat
o54. I love History.
o53. I watch documentaries on ancient civilizations for fun.
o52. I have actually read The Art of War.
o51. But I couldn't finish Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
o5o. I am intimidated by people smarter than me.
o49. I am the Comma Princess (Ari is the Queen)
o48. I have dreams of being published.
o47. I stand in my own way.
o46. I love dogs.
o45. I don’t feel worthy of the love I am given by people I perceive to be “better” than I am.
o44. I don't actually like soda.
o43. I drink out of force of habit.
o42. I could gladly spend all my money on White Chocolate Lattes.
o41. I would love to spend the rest of my life discussing literature.
o4o. I used to think Goths were hot.
o39. I now think on a whole they're self absorbed and annoying.
o38. I have no tolerance for inconsiderate people.
o37. I am too hard on myself.
o36. I am too hard on others when they don't act the way I think they should.
o35. I have never been out of the country.
o34. I have only ever been marginally out of the state.
o33. I love Family Guy
o32. I watch the Simpsons and That 70’s Show almost every night.
o31. I hated Friends when it was on the air, but love it in reruns.
o3o. I want to be Marilyn Monroe.
o29. I hate Ana Nicole Smith.
o28. I believe Harry Potter is better than Shakespeare.
o27. I actually don't love Shakespeare as much as everyone thinks.
o26. I just happen to be really good at it.
o25. I have never used the word "I" so many times in my life.
o24. I want to live in Ireland.
o23. I will live in New York.
o22. I don't want kids.
o21. I like having my own life.
o2o. I no longer desire to be in committed relationships
o19. I don’t know if a certain someone fell in love with me back that I could say no.
o18. I live in dreaded anticipation for summer.
o17. I am jealous of those with innocence and blind faith.
o16. I am jealous of those who understand the importance proper punctuation.
o15. I can't be bothered with proper punctuation.
o14. If I were a Stripper my stage name would be Lola St. Clair
o13. I have completely let go of the biggest crutch in my life (Clare)
o12. I have no faith.
o11. I shop too much.
o1o. It's easier for me to love the flaws of others than accept my own.
oo9. I think sometimes I’m almost Buddhist, but know I am still too angry and materialistic.
oo8. If I had been a Grecian Woman, I would have worshiped the furies.
oo7. I see things as very black and white, but have little tolerance for others that disagree.
oo6. I have not yet realized my own worth.
oo5. I'm working on it.
oo4. I love my mother even though it doesn't always sound like it.
oo3. The strongest women in my lives all have high school educations.
oo2. I believe in love, but am too Jaded to accept it.
oo1. I miss dressing up as a fairy princess.
1oo. I was born in February of 1985
o99. My mother never lets me forget she went through thirty-six hours of hellish labor.
o98. I never let her forget she made the next twenty years intolerable.
o97. I love anything Pink
o96. I love anything that sparkles
o95. I go spastic over things that are Pink AND Sparkle
o94. I will never be "thin" and people who are annoy me
o93. I validate myself through my grades
o92. I will never think I am as pretty, talented, or smart as my cousins
o91. I'm only happy when it rains. .
o9o. I like life complicated.
o89. I have been too hurt to ever try to fix anyone ever again
o88. While I have a group of close knit friends, the person I conceder to be my best friend lives on the other side of the country.
o87. I Blue Collar Comedy.
o86. I want to marry Kenneth Branagh.
o85. I'd settle for an intellectual marriage to a certain someone who shall remain nameless.
o84. I am an Indie Movie Snob.
o83. I have the attention span of a Nat unless its something I find terribly interesting,
o82. I fear being average.
o81. No matter what anyone says I still don't think I'm smart enough to get into Reed or Southern.
o8o. I hate Math.
o79. Science is equally evil.
o78. I am only on speaking terms with one of my exes- and its ironic because she's one of my closest friends.
o77. I didn't pass my driving test the first time.
o76. I hate being behind the wheel.
o75. I want to see the world before I'm too old to enjoy it.
o74. I love too hard.
o73. I expect too much.
o72. I live for jewelry in silver.
o71. I am shallow in a lot of ways.
o7o. I would give my soul for a pair of Manolos.
o69. I would give the soul of my first child if I could fit into "skinny jeans".
o68. I am not above making deals with the devil.
o67. I used to be an altruistic hippy.
o66. I take, on average, two showers a day.
o65. Most of my underwear is pink and/or lacey.
o63. I am a hopeless romantic.
o62. Who doesn't believe in love.
o61. I hate sunlight.
o6o. I am a total night person.
o59. I have a horrible temper
o58. I hold a long grudge.
o57. I still have all of my dollies.
o56. I would rather have coffee than food
o55. I don't like most red meat
o54. I love History.
o53. I watch documentaries on ancient civilizations for fun.
o52. I have actually read The Art of War.
o51. But I couldn't finish Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
o5o. I am intimidated by people smarter than me.
o49. I am the Comma Princess (Ari is the Queen)
o48. I have dreams of being published.
o47. I stand in my own way.
o46. I love dogs.
o45. I don’t feel worthy of the love I am given by people I perceive to be “better” than I am.
o44. I don't actually like soda.
o43. I drink out of force of habit.
o42. I could gladly spend all my money on White Chocolate Lattes.
o41. I would love to spend the rest of my life discussing literature.
o4o. I used to think Goths were hot.
o39. I now think on a whole they're self absorbed and annoying.
o38. I have no tolerance for inconsiderate people.
o37. I am too hard on myself.
o36. I am too hard on others when they don't act the way I think they should.
o35. I have never been out of the country.
o34. I have only ever been marginally out of the state.
o33. I love Family Guy
o32. I watch the Simpsons and That 70’s Show almost every night.
o31. I hated Friends when it was on the air, but love it in reruns.
o3o. I want to be Marilyn Monroe.
o29. I hate Ana Nicole Smith.
o28. I believe Harry Potter is better than Shakespeare.
o27. I actually don't love Shakespeare as much as everyone thinks.
o26. I just happen to be really good at it.
o25. I have never used the word "I" so many times in my life.
o24. I want to live in Ireland.
o23. I will live in New York.
o22. I don't want kids.
o21. I like having my own life.
o2o. I no longer desire to be in committed relationships
o19. I don’t know if a certain someone fell in love with me back that I could say no.
o18. I live in dreaded anticipation for summer.
o17. I am jealous of those with innocence and blind faith.
o16. I am jealous of those who understand the importance proper punctuation.
o15. I can't be bothered with proper punctuation.
o14. If I were a Stripper my stage name would be Lola St. Clair
o13. I have completely let go of the biggest crutch in my life (Clare)
o12. I have no faith.
o11. I shop too much.
o1o. It's easier for me to love the flaws of others than accept my own.
oo9. I think sometimes I’m almost Buddhist, but know I am still too angry and materialistic.
oo8. If I had been a Grecian Woman, I would have worshiped the furies.
oo7. I see things as very black and white, but have little tolerance for others that disagree.
oo6. I have not yet realized my own worth.
oo5. I'm working on it.
oo4. I love my mother even though it doesn't always sound like it.
oo3. The strongest women in my lives all have high school educations.
oo2. I believe in love, but am too Jaded to accept it.
oo1. I miss dressing up as a fairy princess.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Quenn of the MeMes :: Count Down Edition
13 RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE:
01] Folk Love
02] Good Writing
03] Marilyn Monroe
04] Purses
05] Earrings
06] Dancing
07] Laffy Taffy
08] AIM
09] Nate
10] Blogger
11] Flip Flops
12] Myspace
13] Pretty Layouts
12 RANDOM THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE:
01] Liars
02] Posers
03] Drama Queens
04] Lapses into former personalities
05] People who ask for stuff and don’t follow through
06] Waiting
07] Bed Bath and Beyond
08] Flip flops that don’t fit
09] Grown ass men who act like five year olds
10] Annoying boys
11] Drunks
12] Idiots
11 Musicans:
01] Nate Wazoo
02] Jack Johnson
03] The Faders
04] Joss Stone
05] Bess Rogers
06] Janis Joplin
07] Chelsea Genzano
08] Lennon Murphy
09] Tori Amos
10] No Doubt
11] Letters to Cleo
10 THINGS PHYSICALLY:
01] Recently waxed eyebrows
02] Sinus ickyness
03] Cough
04] Scars
05] Tall
06] Chubby
07] Shoulder length Hair
08] Blue/Green eyes
09] Ponytail
10] Bangs
9 FRIENDS: [in no order]
01] Nate
02] Jay
03] Foxy
04] Patti
05] Erin
06] Kadie
07] Lesley
08] Dawnelle
09] Cordy-Lee
8 FOODS:
01] Blended Milky Way Latte
02] White Chocolate Latte
03] Ben and Jerry's Dublin Fudge Icecream
04] Fried Rice
05] Sun Chips
06] Dr. Pepper's Berry and Cream
07] Cherries
08] Hashbrowns
7 THINGS WORN DAILY:
01] Big Hoop Earrings
02] Pretty bra
03] Split Slip
04] Flip flops/Slip ons (I own no real shoes anymore)
05] Slacks/Skirt
06] Charm bracelet
07] Cami
6 ANNOYANCES:
01] Grown men who act like five year olds
02] Colds
03] Sinuses
04] Dumbasses
05] Waiting
06] Waking up @ 6
5 THINGS TOUCHED DAILY:
01] Mouse
02] Keyboard
03] Monkey Walet
04] Jewelry
05] Cds
4 FAVORITE PLACES TO BE:
01] In bed
02] Catherine's
03] The mall
04] Coffee Shop
3 CELEB CRUSHES:
01] Hugh Grant
02] Colin Firth
03] Liam Neeson
2 ESSENTIALS:
01] Monkey Walet
02] Earrings
1 WISH:
01] To already be moved
01] Folk Love
02] Good Writing
03] Marilyn Monroe
04] Purses
05] Earrings
06] Dancing
07] Laffy Taffy
08] AIM
09] Nate
10] Blogger
11] Flip Flops
12] Myspace
13] Pretty Layouts
12 RANDOM THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE:
01] Liars
02] Posers
03] Drama Queens
04] Lapses into former personalities
05] People who ask for stuff and don’t follow through
06] Waiting
07] Bed Bath and Beyond
08] Flip flops that don’t fit
09] Grown ass men who act like five year olds
10] Annoying boys
11] Drunks
12] Idiots
11 Musicans:
01] Nate Wazoo
02] Jack Johnson
03] The Faders
04] Joss Stone
05] Bess Rogers
06] Janis Joplin
07] Chelsea Genzano
08] Lennon Murphy
09] Tori Amos
10] No Doubt
11] Letters to Cleo
10 THINGS PHYSICALLY:
01] Recently waxed eyebrows
02] Sinus ickyness
03] Cough
04] Scars
05] Tall
06] Chubby
07] Shoulder length Hair
08] Blue/Green eyes
09] Ponytail
10] Bangs
9 FRIENDS: [in no order]
01] Nate
02] Jay
03] Foxy
04] Patti
05] Erin
06] Kadie
07] Lesley
08] Dawnelle
09] Cordy-Lee
8 FOODS:
01] Blended Milky Way Latte
02] White Chocolate Latte
03] Ben and Jerry's Dublin Fudge Icecream
04] Fried Rice
05] Sun Chips
06] Dr. Pepper's Berry and Cream
07] Cherries
08] Hashbrowns
7 THINGS WORN DAILY:
01] Big Hoop Earrings
02] Pretty bra
03] Split Slip
04] Flip flops/Slip ons (I own no real shoes anymore)
05] Slacks/Skirt
06] Charm bracelet
07] Cami
6 ANNOYANCES:
01] Grown men who act like five year olds
02] Colds
03] Sinuses
04] Dumbasses
05] Waiting
06] Waking up @ 6
5 THINGS TOUCHED DAILY:
01] Mouse
02] Keyboard
03] Monkey Walet
04] Jewelry
05] Cds
4 FAVORITE PLACES TO BE:
01] In bed
02] Catherine's
03] The mall
04] Coffee Shop
3 CELEB CRUSHES:
01] Hugh Grant
02] Colin Firth
03] Liam Neeson
2 ESSENTIALS:
01] Monkey Walet
02] Earrings
1 WISH:
01] To already be moved
Friday, June 02, 2006
Queen of the MeMes :: Color Edition
RED- anger:
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Yea, a couple people actually.
2. Which of your "friends" has the worst temper?
Erin
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Shoo’ girl. I’m the Queen of Naomi Campbell like flip outs.
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
Actually, it depends. If I’m like scary angry, the angry where I say nothing and just sort of seethe, then I turn white.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream?
Again, it depends on who it is. I have this habit of lashing back in the most hurtful way possible when someone makes me angry- sometimes that means screaming every bad thing I can pick up on from them and some times the most hateful thing you can do is ignore someone.
ORANGE- excitment:
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party?
Nope. No one luffs me.
2. Are you easily excited?
About some things.
3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
Hmm, nothing at the moment. I suppose maybe going to see The Devil Wears Prada with Kadie on her next day off?
4. Which of your friends is most exciteable?
Kadie
5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
Kiss my ASS student loans
6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
A Million dollars DUH
YELLOW- self discovery:
1. Name?
Sara Jane
2. Where were you born?
Boise Idaho
3.Whats your main goal in life?
To be healthy and happy. Barring that, filthy fucking rich off my writing.
4. Do you want to have children?
Hell to the No.
5. How do you want to die?
In my sleep, after amazing sex with my pool boy Edwardo- or the cute little maid Elisa
GREEN- opinions:
1. Sex before marriage?
Only good sex. In my book until her first orgasm, a woman is a virgin.
2. Gay Marriage?
Ooo when and where?
3. Lowering the drinking age?
Shoot. Wouldn’t change a damn thing ‘cept cut into the money the state collects on MIP fines.
4. Capital Punishment?
Nuke ‘um
5. Abortion?
It will never be alright for a man to tell me what I can and can’t do with my body. However, crack whores who use it like birth control should be sterilized.
6. Recycling?
Well I’m too lazy, but if I wasn’t hell yea.
BLUE- dreams:
1. What was your latest dream?
Actually, it was a nightmare about this move. I woke up crying. I'm lame.
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
Ummm.... None of them. I have to see them everyday. Why would I want to see them in my sleep.
3. Have any of your dreams come true?
I had this weird dream about an ex and my best friend having sex, and like my disowning them both for a brief period of time that actually came to pass about a month after my dream.
4. Do you usually remember your dreams?
I remember parts. I sleep to hard, think too much, most of it gets lost.
5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
Uh, the one the other night, the SVU one. It was crazy weird.
PURPLE- love:
1. Do you have a bf/gf?
No, thank God.
2. Do you have a crush?
I plead the very fith
3. Who is the best hugger that you know?
I think probably Montana or Jacob.
4. Do you believe in Love at first sight?
No, not anymore. I believe in lust at first sight though..
5. Have you ever been in love?
I don’t even know what the hell you would call it honestly. I thought it was love at the time, I was stupid though. Real stupid.
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Yea, a couple people actually.
2. Which of your "friends" has the worst temper?
Erin
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Shoo’ girl. I’m the Queen of Naomi Campbell like flip outs.
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
Actually, it depends. If I’m like scary angry, the angry where I say nothing and just sort of seethe, then I turn white.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream?
Again, it depends on who it is. I have this habit of lashing back in the most hurtful way possible when someone makes me angry- sometimes that means screaming every bad thing I can pick up on from them and some times the most hateful thing you can do is ignore someone.
ORANGE- excitment:
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party?
Nope. No one luffs me.
2. Are you easily excited?
About some things.
3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
Hmm, nothing at the moment. I suppose maybe going to see The Devil Wears Prada with Kadie on her next day off?
4. Which of your friends is most exciteable?
Kadie
5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
Kiss my ASS student loans
6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
A Million dollars DUH
YELLOW- self discovery:
1. Name?
Sara Jane
2. Where were you born?
Boise Idaho
3.Whats your main goal in life?
To be healthy and happy. Barring that, filthy fucking rich off my writing.
4. Do you want to have children?
Hell to the No.
5. How do you want to die?
In my sleep, after amazing sex with my pool boy Edwardo- or the cute little maid Elisa
GREEN- opinions:
1. Sex before marriage?
Only good sex. In my book until her first orgasm, a woman is a virgin.
2. Gay Marriage?
Ooo when and where?
3. Lowering the drinking age?
Shoot. Wouldn’t change a damn thing ‘cept cut into the money the state collects on MIP fines.
4. Capital Punishment?
Nuke ‘um
5. Abortion?
It will never be alright for a man to tell me what I can and can’t do with my body. However, crack whores who use it like birth control should be sterilized.
6. Recycling?
Well I’m too lazy, but if I wasn’t hell yea.
BLUE- dreams:
1. What was your latest dream?
Actually, it was a nightmare about this move. I woke up crying. I'm lame.
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
Ummm.... None of them. I have to see them everyday. Why would I want to see them in my sleep.
3. Have any of your dreams come true?
I had this weird dream about an ex and my best friend having sex, and like my disowning them both for a brief period of time that actually came to pass about a month after my dream.
4. Do you usually remember your dreams?
I remember parts. I sleep to hard, think too much, most of it gets lost.
5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
Uh, the one the other night, the SVU one. It was crazy weird.
PURPLE- love:
1. Do you have a bf/gf?
No, thank God.
2. Do you have a crush?
I plead the very fith
3. Who is the best hugger that you know?
I think probably Montana or Jacob.
4. Do you believe in Love at first sight?
No, not anymore. I believe in lust at first sight though..
5. Have you ever been in love?
I don’t even know what the hell you would call it honestly. I thought it was love at the time, I was stupid though. Real stupid.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Every new beginning comes from someother beginning's end
Things in my life seem to be rapidly changing. I have gone from knowing exactly where I live and exactly how I pay my bills each month to having everything completely up in the air. I don’t quite know how to deal with everything I am facing right now- but for those of you just joining this lovely saga, I should start at the beginning.
My name is Sara, I am a twenty-one year old college student, who generally puts everyone else before herself and has battled some nasty addictions. I am currently living at home while helping my mother pack up to move six hours away. I am also wondering how I’m going to afford the mortgage since my love able, though ditzy, best friend Kadie has, once again, flaked out on me. Inherently I know I will pull through, but there are moments of panic that I can’t quite seem to get a handle on lately.
I have nothing of real importance or interest to say at the moment. I don’t quite want to write our an entire biography right this very second. In fact, until I’m completely finished with school I’ll probably post a whole lot of MeMes and bullshit. My brain is broken mmmmyep.
My name is Sara, I am a twenty-one year old college student, who generally puts everyone else before herself and has battled some nasty addictions. I am currently living at home while helping my mother pack up to move six hours away. I am also wondering how I’m going to afford the mortgage since my love able, though ditzy, best friend Kadie has, once again, flaked out on me. Inherently I know I will pull through, but there are moments of panic that I can’t quite seem to get a handle on lately.
I have nothing of real importance or interest to say at the moment. I don’t quite want to write our an entire biography right this very second. In fact, until I’m completely finished with school I’ll probably post a whole lot of MeMes and bullshit. My brain is broken mmmmyep.
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